Mar 30 2012

Following My Favorites

The creative mind plays with the objects it loves.

Carl Jung said this and I concur.

Wowzer.

Friday is a hooooooover of a day for me.
I spend the morning with my collage coven in a studio class at IS-183.

Then, I attended the spring assembly at my daughter’s school where I heard her class offer a moving recitation dedicated to W.E.B. deBois, who was born here in our town and only in my daughter’s lifetime, she is 14, has this town claimed this fame.
deBois, the father of the civil rights movement, grew up ‘along the golden river’ that wends through my town. Our familiarity with deBois has grown due the powerful work of Rachel Fletcher, who with others, has stirred our town to mature enough to claim deBois as an important inhabitant. The Housatonic captures us all with it’s shimmering light. Stories and art abound about that river.

But, like the river, I drift.

I am following what I love today and that is art, my kids and writing. After posting this, I will find my husband, for whom I have been saving this Friday evening, as a way to end a busy week. A glass of wine and him. I am so happy to be able to walk this journey with my husband.

I am very excited about today’s guest blogger, Kathy Drue. She is my long lost sister by another mother. Close readers of the Laundry Line will recall Kathy and I have done a few play dates with art here on the Line. And, one of my favorite blogs of all time was a guest post I did on her site.

Today, I give you Kathy, in all her splendor. Do comment on her page here. And, consider subscribing to this website so you can participate in the drawing I am hosting here tomorrow. ( new cookbook, rice pudding recipe, letterpress art and more!)

Tomorrow is when you will be gifted with the next exciting blogger, Ali Smith, author of Momma Love. I posted a video by Ali 2 years ago, as part of my Mamafesto. I have since met and talked with her at the Museum of Motherhood in Manhattan. Momma Love, indeed.

Kathy and Ali represent a spectrum of my fascination with mothering. Kathy, deep in the woods of the Upper Peninsula of Michigan and Ali, nestled in the East Village of Manhattan, both endeavor to live their lives as creative women who mother, who work, who seek to weave these realities together through their expression. Please welcome them warmly to the Laundry Line. I adore them both.

Someday, I would LOVE to toss a big party for the Laundry Line and have you all there, toasting each other, supping on bedtime snacks and telling tales. The long line of guest bloggers on ‘Out of the Mouths of Babes’ keeps getting longer. I hope you are enjoying this blog series and my posts. Your comments, emails and letters mean so much to me. It is my gift to get to share them with you.

All my love,
S

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Mar 13 2012

Owl Cave: A Big Time to Pause

I’d be fooling you big time if I did not tell you I am having a hard time visualizing my success. I would be fooling you big time if I did not admit to you today that my creative process which so intricately lives within the organism we call Suzi Banks Baum, has led me to a field where I cannot see the way out, I cannot picture my desired outcomes, nor can I see that I am worthy or capable of venturing to the next higher ground.

I am not slipping back in to my own skin- the ‘me’ who was content to assist in other’s success, the ‘me’ that found ultimate satisfaction in being at home and unvoiced.

As my beloved friend Sandy told me on Sunday, there is no going back for me. I am playing bigger and moving to the next level of expression of my work in the world.

So, today, will you just sit with me not knowing what is next for ‘Out of the Mouths of Babes’? Or how that work will escalate the birthing of my book, Laundry Line Divine: A Wild Soul Book for Mothers? Or, how, as a full time Mom I can be present and engaged with my children and speaking in my full voice in the world?

Will you just sit with me here?

I am on retreat with a bevy of amazing women at Kripalu making collages and doing yoga and considering the impact of ‘Moon Salutation’ on my tender heart today.

Here is what I made today.

Tiny visionary collage by Suzi Banks Baum 3.13.12

Karen is sitting with me here, her arm around my shoulder.
I am so well loved and cared for here.
I am completely grateful for my whole life.
And for putting myself in the way of transformation.

Time to get back to class.
Love,
S

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Mar 6 2012

Favorite Frame #2 ‘Out of the Mouths of Babes’

One of our youngest audience members, Michelena Mastriani, age 11

Favorite Frame from Friday March 2, 2012 ‘Out of the Mouths of Babes: An Evening of Mothers Reading to Others” is the audience.

Here is one of our youngest members, who sat at rapt attention all evening long. Michelena Mastriani was one of about 10 children in attendance on Friday. I was also thrilled and surprised to see that about one fifth of our audience was male, including my 17 year old son Ben. And there was an even younger person there, but that is another FF for later this week.

All photos of 'OUT' are by Christina Lahr Lane

I can only pray that by our children witnessing our collective steps of speaking our stories with a certain grace and attention- they will grow up valuing their own voices.

Today, Tuesday at 5pm at WBCR 97.7 fm you can live stream the replay of the interview Michelle Gillett and I did with Michelena’s Mom, Serene- who is an award winning advocate for women’s voices here in the Berkshires and across the internet. On their radio show called Radio2Women, Serene and Gabrielle Senza, oft mentioned here on LLD, spent an hour in conversation with us about ‘Out’ and about mothering.

Please tune in.

Until then, I am back to my art table. Then there is dinner to think about.
With love,
S

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Feb 21 2012

To be a light. To suggest something of the Divine.


I am steeped in talking about ‘Out of the Mouths of Babes’ and pondering the importance of creativity in my life and the lives of all people. In less that a week, we will premiere our first ‘Out of the Mouths of Babes: An Evening of Mothers Reading to Others’ at The Berkshire Festival of Women Writers. Since I began this work, of talking about the transformation that creativity incited in my own life as a mother and the stories of my days with my children, I have met with a massive longing of other women to tell their stories. My friend Marion Roach, in Albany hosts a memoir project worth looking in to. And another friend Cori Howard of She Writes, hosts a ‘Momoir’ project. Here on the Laundry Line, I am hosting the ‘Out of the Mouths of Babes’ blog series.

Today’s ‘Out’ post is by Dara McKinley of Volver Now,in Seattle. Dara’s post is viscerally charged with the passion of a mother witnessing loss. In it’s brief cut, like a neat split of the skin revealing hot red blood, Dara stands in grief witnessing the power of creativity.

The world is not divided into two groups, the creative people and the not creative people. If there’s a distinction, it’s between those who are creatively productive and those with unexpressed potential. We’re all creative by default. We’re genetically predisposed to create. Each of us, to varying degrees, is intrinsically motivated to be original and to solve challenging problems. The question to ask is not, “Am I creative?” but rather, “What inspires me and how can I share that?”
Creativity is not about intelligence or information. It’s about inspiration, from the Latin spiritus, meaning “breath, courage, the soul.” Creativity is about being fully alive, living courageously, or as the painter Joan Miro says, “Expressing with precision all the gold sparks the soul gives off.” We inspire each other when we dare to create. We open others’ hearts. We unlock their doors so their spirits can soar. And this is why it matters: because the path through the dark forest can be lit by our work. Others can find their courage in the creations we conjure. Our stories can help people see these times in a new way, understand that this chaos is only a local view of the cosmos evolving beautifully.

this is from Jan Phillips’ Huffington Post of 12.22.11

‘Out of the Mouths of Babes’ lights the path for us all, particularly women.

I found these words by Jan and this author I long to meet in person, Jay Griffiths. I read this quoted text from her article in the Orion Magazine, which is published here in my small town of Great Barrington, MA.

Griffiths writes:

Essential to our self-expression as individuals and as a species, art suggest something of the divine: humanity’s purpose is to “participate in the world-creator’s play of creation,” said Indian poet Rabindranath Tagore. …Art is a messenger carrying to its audience what Arthur Miller called “News of the inner world,” and he continued, if people “went too long without such news, they would go mad with the chaos of their lives.”

Mary Oliver, one of the greatest poets of our time, who lives on the other side of my state of Massachusetts, has been ill for a time. Thankfully, her health is improving. There was a call though, with news that this inspired woman was possibly fatally ill, to write tributes to Mary.
I beg you to read this poem, this one poem, and to know the comfort, the warmth, and the necessity of art in your life. Creativity is boundless. Allow yourself the indulgence of time to encounter that which is essential to all of us.

at the Provincetown Bookshop

To Begin with, the Sweet Grass

1.

Will the hungry ox stand in the field and not eat
of the sweet grass?
Will the owl bite off its own wings?
Will the lark forget to lift its body in the air or
forget to sing?
Will the rivers run upstream?

Behold, I say – behold
the reliability and the finery and the teachings
of this gritty earth gift.

2.

Eat bread and understand comfort.
Drink water, and understand delight.
Visit the garden where the scarlet trumpets
are opening their bodies for the hummingbirds
who are drinking the sweetness, who are
thrillingly gluttonous.

For one thing leads to another.
Soon you will notice how stones shine underfoot.
Eventually tides will be the only calendar you believe in.

And someone’s face, whom you love, will be as a star
both intimate and ultimate,
and you will be both heart-shaken and respectful.
And you will hear the air itself, like a beloved, whisper:
oh, let me, for a while longer, enter the two
beautiful bodies of your lungs….

4.

Someday I am going to ask my friend Paulus,
The dancer, the potter,
To make me a begging bowl
Which I believe
My soul needs.

And if I come to you,
To the door of your comfortable house
With unwashed clothes and unclean fingernails,
Will you put something into it?

I would like to take this chance.
I would like to give you this chance.

5.

We do one thing or another; we stay the same, or we change.
Congratulations, if
You have changed.

6.

Let me ask you this.
Do you also think that beauty exists for some fabulous reason?

And if you have not been enchanted by this adventure-
Your life-
What would do for you?

7.

What I loved in the beginning, I think, was mostly myself.
Never mind that I had to, since somebody had to.
That was many years ago.
Since then I have gone out from my confinements,
through with difficulty.
I mean the ones that thought to rule my heart.
I cast them out, I put them on the mush pile.
They will be nourishment somehow (everything is nourishment
somehow or another).
And I have become the child of the clouds, and of hope.
I have become the friend of the enemy, whoever that is.
I have become older and, cherishing what I have learned,
I have become younger.

And what do I risk to tell you this, which is all I know?
Love yourself. Then forget it. Then, love the world.

May you love your own light.
And give thanks,
S

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